it melts my heart out. though i broke my heart tons of times before, it wasn't a mistake to wait for
it to come. or at least wait for awhile. :) but i'm happy that i am blessed to have a wonderful man in my life. i wouldn't not say that he was just an accident coz i know he's not just an accident. though there may have been complications that caused a lot of pain but everything got better as time went on. i mean, everything happens for a reason, right? it doesn't just pop up like that or something...
anyways, he, in fact, saved my life from being plain stupid and be ruled by a total jerk who's not worth dying for. it was a big mistake. but who doesn't make mistakes? everybody does. and i've said this a thousand times before, that i couldn't thank him enough for everything he did for me. i gained my life back the way it should be and not being corrupted by an evil monster. hehe. evil true, but hey, the truth really hurts right.
i'm just really happy. and words are not enough to describe how happy i am. if i could only take over my own destiny, i would make him mine for the rest of my life. but i know - i could do nothing but hope. and pray. and i can't expect that much. it may cause me pain if i do. and a lot of it.
right now, all i can do is be contented with what i have and just be happy with him. have fun with him, work things together, and just make each moment worthwhile. i want to make him feel really special but sometimes i kinda overdo it and it's making him over special and it's not as good. still the thought counts most.. :) hehe.
though i don't know when it will last but i have my fingers crossed that it would, hopefully, work this time.
hopefully.
Lying here with you Listening to the rain
Smiling just to see the smile upon your face
These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments I'll remember all my life
I found all I've waited for And I could not ask for more
Looking in your eyes Seeing all I need
Everything you are is everything to me
These are the moments I know heaven must exist
These are the moments I know all I need is this
I have all I've waited for And I could not ask for more
Chorus
I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
Every prayer has been answered Every dream I have's come true
And right here in this moment is right where I'm meant to be
Here with you here with me
These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments I'll remember all my life
I've got all I've waited for And I could not ask for more
